The only puncture we had happened before we started. That's a good sign I thought at the time. Just like I thought I was with the right person, when John told me he'd once got lost in the Sahara. Russia is almost twice the size of the Sahara, but we're not going to all of Russia, we're going to the Solovetsky Islands.
Second test ride after puncture.
Photo by John Spooner
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John
wouldn't budge when I had pushed him into changing his mind. 'It
could be horrible, long days, bypassing significant sights, there
might be not much to see when we get there'. 'I said yes' was
his reply. His only condition was that we'd camp. He'd
bring a stove, we'd be fine.
Perfect!
This is a pilgrimage, camping fits the self-reliance bill.
I
was chuffed when Hummers suggested a YACF send off. I was even
more chuffed when a group of experienced cyclists turned up. I
had had weeks of nervous planning, anxiety building with each day
closer to the start. That evening, I was close to bursting
level. I was listening out for hints of flaws detected in my
plan. John had never questioned anything I had suggested. And
anybody who'd cared to listen always nodded in agreement: 'It will be
a wonderful adventure'. Then … bang! I was in earshot of
David and George's conversation. They came to the conclusion
that 100km (not 100 miles!) is the most you should cycle when doing
it the fully loaded camping way. What with navigation, hunting
for food, finding campsites etc. I think I went white. I
caught John's eye, he was nodding in agreement.
The
next day, still white, we set about getting the bikes into my small
car. We took the front wheels off, the back wheels, the
saddles, the pannier racks …. Our noses might have touched
the front windscreen, but the bikes were in. It looked like we
might at least get to the official starting point, my parents' place
in Belgium.
Hummers wishing us a safe journey.
Photo by Jellied
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I
was never going to feel prepared enough. I said goodbye to my
partner and shrugged my shoulders: 'Whatever happens, we'll just have to deal with it, take a
train if we have to.' She also nodded in agreement but she
didn't say it would be a wonderful adventure.
I
wonder what kind of an adventure St Zozimus had when he walked to
Egypt to get his bees. He wouldn't have had a GPS like us.
All we had to do was follow the line. The next day's route
would automatically show up. Power would be charged from the
dynamo light. And we had each other's devices as backup (plus
micro cards, plus stored online ….) . We had loads of fun
with the gps gadgets. They got us to bike shops, to sunsets, to
banks, to ferries, to supermarkets, to Russia, to hell, to heaven and
back to reality.
After the third day on the road I felt battered and shattered. I sighed to John: 'If every day is going to be like this ...' I didn't finish the sentence because I didn't want to consider the outcome. 'You wanted this' he said. I returned by giving him one last bailout option, which of course, he waved away. That moment was the true start of the journey. We now understood what it was going to take.
John walking the labyrinth. |
After the third day on the road I felt battered and shattered. I sighed to John: 'If every day is going to be like this ...' I didn't finish the sentence because I didn't want to consider the outcome. 'You wanted this' he said. I returned by giving him one last bailout option, which of course, he waved away. That moment was the true start of the journey. We now understood what it was going to take.
Fortunately,
the days were long in terms of daylight. Not once did we have
to worry about finishing in the dark. Not even the day we
pitched up at 11PM, it was still light. And the weather was
predominantly June beautiful. I loved cycling all day, every
day, through nature is at its most bloomful.
I wanted this for sure. Each day, our mission was to get to the next campsite. It was like a 20 day audax marathon, with a campsite control at the end of the day. We were on a schedule, a tight schedule. The day we couldn't get to the next campsite would be the day we'd have to 'deal with it'.
I wanted this for sure. Each day, our mission was to get to the next campsite. It was like a 20 day audax marathon, with a campsite control at the end of the day. We were on a schedule, a tight schedule. The day we couldn't get to the next campsite would be the day we'd have to 'deal with it'.
My
obsession came from learning about St Zozimus in one of my dad's
beekeeping magazines back in 2001. The article described how
St Zozimus and St Sabbatius setup a monastery on the bigger of the
Solovetsky Islands, the Bolshoy Island. Orthodox churches
require candles, so they would need bees for wax production. The
story goes that St Zozimus walked to Egypt to get bees. The
more I read about this monk, the more I could piece together a
credible life story. He went on to teach people the art of
beekeeping. In the Ukraine, a world top honey producer,
beekeepers celebrate St Zozimus on 30th April. He is the patron saint of beekeepers. To this day, images of the monk are displayed in apiaries. This is all very
intriguing, I wanted to know more.
'What's
that about then' asked John's brother when we were tweeting with the
#stzozi hashtag. It was all about St Zozimus. John did
more tweeting than I did. I tended to be on supermarket sweep
duty.
We'd
buy enough for lunch and dinner. A couple of times, that wasn't
enough. The first time we ran out of food resulted in John
navigating a significant detour to reach a supermarket in the middle
of nowhere. There was an associated cafe/library which turned
out to be a wifi haven. This lifted our spirits. The
second time we ran out of food resulted in us knocking on the door of
a beekeeper.
This
encounter provided for another moral boost when we needed it. At
least we could have a chat. But the beekeeper didn't need to tell
us that we were in a very remote area! I could finish his other
sentences also. 'He'd run out ... of last year's honey', 'This year,
the season ... is a month behind', 'He'd be harvesting ... in
August'. I had secretly hoped for an offer of bread with honey.
Instead, he had chickens and was selling eggs. Saved!
Except that John doesn't like eggs. We had two
cup-a-soups left, so John had those whilst I had boiled eggs.
We
were eating more and more. At some point, I began to eat more
than John was. George was right again in saying that we'd lose
weight. Along the way, it made me think of a new diet: 'Eat
what you carry'. You can only carry so much, which will limit
your intake. And carrying your food in itself would make you
lose weight.
Our
campsite routine evolved. At first, we'd pitch the tents, then
shower, then eat. Towards the end, we'd eat, pitch the tents
and not shower. What didn't evolve was the morning coffee ritual, the day couldn't start without our wonderful cafetière mug coffee. John would put the kettle on, I would make the coffee.
The
advantage of camping was that there would be at least two sheets of
tent material protecting John from my vocal and physical outbursts.
I had warned John about my night terrors, he didn't believe me,
few people do. He waved it away again, and said 'I've got good
ear plugs anyway'.
John tweeting on our progress |
Honey for sale! |
From these hives |
John and the beekeeper |
"I'll take a stove, we'll be fine." |
Another picnic by the road |
We camped in some idyllic places Photo by John Spooner |
With breathtaking views |
Between
Turku and Helsinki, we knew we were going to have to camp in the
wild. I wasn't keen, but it had to been done. John would
have pitched up much earlier in the evening than I. I'm
thankful for his consideration and patience . He kept on offering:
how about here, or here, let's have a look there, until I was happy
enough. I was happy when we found this gravel track. A
fallen tree was blocking the entrance to all but cyclists looking for
a wild camping spot. Perfect, mozzies aside.
Because
of the mozzies, we didn't hang about too long, and the sooner I got
to sleep the sooner I'd forget we were wild camping. I was
tired, I drifted off. Then the sound of footsteps on gravel
appeared. Was I dreaming? They became louder and louder. I
held my breath. The thought of preferring the sound of mozzies
to gravel came to mind. That thought was immediately replaced
with panic when a dog started barking right by my ear. 'John!'
I shouted out. But the dog got a telling off and the footsteps
disappeared again. Just a dog walker on an evening stroll
probably. In the morning, John asked if I had had one of those
night terrors.
Spot the wild camper |
And spot the hi-viz vest! Couldn't get the long sleeve on quickly enough. Photo by John Spooner |
The
second time we camped in the open was more desperate. Things
were beginning to turn against us a and we had started to draw on our
reserves. We had the huge distance of 171km to cover, it was
the last day before entering Russia. In the evening, it had
started to rain.
It looked spectacular ...
Photo by John Spooner
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The
nearest accommodation was a detour, and it was as if we didn't have
the mental energy to make a detour. So we carried straight on
and were left with needing to wild camp. I wasn't comfortable
at all and we went further and further to find a suitable spot. We
just had to give in, in the end, we needed to sleep. It was
close to 11 o'clock. For the first time we were pitching up in
the rain. And it rained and rained. There was thunder and
lightening all night. I could hear tree branches crackling off
around us. Why are we camping amongst trees I thought. I
was willing myself to sleep again. Several times I was woken by
flashing light. I found the whole night so terrifying that even
my night terrors didn't make an appearance. In the morning we
packed up in the rain and mosquito clouds. The fact that we
were crossing the border that day was the only thing that kept our
moral up.
What
a milestone though, reaching the Russian border. Neither of us have pictures of the crossing, the priority was getting through, and that without being mistaken for spies. The time I was 'in' and John wasn't, was too much time for me to think 'What am I doing ... what if ....'. It seemed that John's passport needed more officials to look at it than mine did. We were both relieved to be re-united. Amazing what a few yards can mean!
It was through an incidental iMap upgrade, that I had discovered that the distance to the Solovetsky Islands was only twice LEL and a bit more. I had been disappointed. All of a sudden there was a boundary. A boundary means you can work things out and make it happen.
I
had quite liked this dreaming of one day reaching an unreachable
place. It reminded me of Tarkovsky's film 'Stalker'. The
Stalker, very reluctantly, guides people to 'The Room'. 'The
Room' has the potential to fulfil a person's innermost desires.
The Stalker knows it's a difficult destination, and
fears for people's disappointment. 'The Zone', which is the
journey towards the Room, is full of invisible dangers.
The Solovetsky islands had become the Room for me. The path to it couldn't be air travel and a matter of 48 hours, that would make me a tourist. It had to be a journey.
Everything that happens depends on us, says Stalker. The relationship between pilgrims - even the most sceptical or outright cynical, even those who don't consider themselves pilgrims - and the Zone is absolutely reciprocal. To be in the Zone is to be part of the Zone.
(Quote from 'Zona' - Geoff Dyer)
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The Solovetsky islands had become the Room for me. The path to it couldn't be air travel and a matter of 48 hours, that would make me a tourist. It had to be a journey.
The
destination was a monastery on an island 100 miles below of the
Arctic Circle, where the White Sea is covered with ice for eight
months of the year. I feared for my disappointment. Maybe the
ferries wouldn't run due to bad weather. I feared even more
for not being able to get back if we did get on the island! I
didn't want to follow in the footsteps of St Zozimus that much! And
although I ordered the train tickets from Kem back to St Peterburg
many months in advance, you don't receive confirmation till 40
days before departure - that's just 10 day before we left England .
Maybe the destination shouldn't be the monastery, but getting
back home!
The road still looking good! |
It
was the black and white frog in a puddle, struggling to right itself
after being run over by a logging truck that symbolised the dangers
to me. The Solovetski Patericons might describe this scene as
God protecting us, giving us the signal to turn back.
'What
are you waiting for', said John. I explained that it was 'a bit
of a moment' for me. Turning your bike into the direction you
came from doesn't come naturally, and especially not when you're on a
mission. I had to re-adjust my mind 'to deal with it'. This
was the moment. It was still raining and the roads had changed
from tarmac, to good track, to bad track, to 'even a mountain bike
wouldn't make far' track, to a mud bath. Forest, forest,
forest. No view, just trees. We were walking more and
more. It seems that only logging trucks go through here. Every
30 minutes or so, we'd be passed by huge logging trucks, usually
three at the time, also on a mission. They were losing traction
in the mud and I could see the dangers for sure.
Then
a normal-ish van appeared. We stopped the driver and asked
about the next 'village' that was marked on our gps. We had
started to look for a break, for food, for options. He only had
one angry word: 'нет' - meaning 'no'. Right, that's enough,
'it's not going to happen is it John?', I said. I had that
white feeling again, the trundle back happened in whiteness.
'I wanted this' I kept telling myself, 'now get yourself out of here
again'. I was overwhelmed with homesickness. I felt
responsible for John - why wasn't he angry with me? It was
grim.
We
checked back into the hotel. The room balcony was perfect for
drying the tents, and we used the garden hose to clean off our bikes.
But not before we initiated plan B.
At
reception, I bonded with the cleaner. She had one look at me
and showed the staff loos encouraging me to use them, maybe I had
turned green? She was a great, babushka type person, taking me under
her wings and telling the receptionist what to do. A
few spasibas,
a drawing and multiple Google translates later, we had a plan. In
the mean time, John bonded with the smallest dog on earth.
Welcome distraction |
I
also made myself call the multilingual VOL1200 volunteer, Vladimir,
so as to check we were not going to get ourselves further into
trouble with our plan B.
Plan
B was to cycle to Sortavala, and then complete our journey by train
via St Petersburg. A new adventure was starting and I had got
over 'it'. We ate well and I could feel myself recovering.
The pancakes at the hotel restaurant were fantastic. I think
John had a beer that evening. The next morning, instead of
getting up from wild camping (probably), we were going to be on a train
for 6 hours (hopefully) to St Petersburg.
I
still had feelings of homesickness, but the feelings of needing to
get to the Solovetsky islands were stronger. What would it
take? Making phone calls, finding wifi and booking rooms,
finding the train station, hoping for availability, buying tickets
... it was all logistics and time. Although we had run out of
time to cycle there, we had plenty of time to get there by train. We
were lucky to have connections with availability all the way. The
trains don't run every day and sometimes they are fully booked. But
everything fell into place. Whatever we needed just worked out,
eventually.
Pancakes were good at Hotel Gardarika.
Photo by John Spooner
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There was a bike shop just a mile away and they had a box! |
Can't be so hard to find the green dot? Ulitsa Gastello, St Petersburg. |
Getting
our luggage and my bike (John left his in Sortavala) in the few
taxies we took, always took a bit of negotiating. In the end, we
would show them how it's done - it was out of the drivers' hands
really. They stood and watched.
But I have never been as determined as when we got to the entrance of the Solovetsky monastery shop. The door was open, but there was a gallery rope
barrier across. 'It's clearly there because they don't want
people to go in' said John. In my mind, it was clearly there to
hop over. I had to come away with candles, an icon, a print,
music, something ... It was our last day, our last chance. I
hopped over, I could see somebody not stopping me. I could
also see the whole range of beautiful pure beeswax candles. I
pointed at them, and the women looked as helpless as the taxi
drivers. The coast was clear, I called in John. I scanned
all the paraphernalia for anything depicting St Zozimus and bees ....
nothing. I explained my interest in St Zozimus as a beekeeper.
'Peacekeeper', she said. I chuckled and corrected her,
but she nodded and said 'peacekeeper' again. Suits me, quite
like that in fact. And off she went with a determined step towards a
long row of trestle tables full of boxes with icon prints. She
knew exactly where it was and pulled out the print showing St Zozimus
and St Sabbatius with traditional beehives between them. I was
delighted! So happy I was, I had arrived.
Me, blending in Photo by John Spooner |
Our
stay on the island was absolutely magical. Funny thing was that
as soon as we set foot on the island, our roles reversed. John
did all the organising and planning of the day. It's as if my
mission was over, the mission to get there. Once I was there, I
couldn't make anymore decisions.
John doing the buying |
Fish pies |
John doing the rowing |
John doing the talking |
What are we looking at here? |
Quartz |
The dig, a few months later Photo by Dr A. Martynov |
Alexander had invited us up. 'Have a look,', he said, 'go ahead, while I get my measuring stick'. John and I went up but didn't know what to look for. All I could think was that this was just about the most desirable wild camping spot you could ever want.
After leaving the site, we carried on (on hire bikes!) to the top of the island, then walking to the end of the pier. We were not going to get any more north than this. We took our time. It was otherworldly. I kept staring at the sea, you never know... And there they were: beluga dolphins. Just
wonderful. There certainly was a special atmosphere, it was
quiet, only seas to look at, quiet blue sky, quiet inside,
quiet in mind. Meditative and maddening at the same time.
White Sea view from Rebolda |
Some of the other highlights during our stay on Solovetsky were the botanical gardens, the bumble bees, the labyrinths, the museum, the odd ship cafe, the bells, the procession, the bridges, the canals, the goats, .... so much in such a small area.
We carried on walking instead. Walking all around the village until we found Pavel Florensky Street.
Pavel Florensky |
Frames for drying seaweed |
In the 16th century, under the leadership of Filip Kolychev, Solovetsky grew into a well run and successful community. It was salt, that was the island's biggest source of revenue. Salt was in abundance whilst it was scarce in other parts of Russia. I only recently found out that the name "Solovki" was derived from the Russian word for salt.
"Solovky reminds you of a precious stone: however long you look at it, it keeps on changing."
- Mariusz Wilk - 'The Journals of a White Sea Wolf'.
In Soviet times, Solovki was turned into prison and labor camp, which served as a prototype for the GULAG system. All religious references were removed, all monks gone.
The monastery is depicted on the 500 roubles note, which highlights just how significant the site is to Russia. There are two versions of that banknote in circulation. One showing the monastery without onion domes, and one with onion domes once restored post-gulag time.
Restoration is taking place continuously, as we could see from all the scaffolding. This year, an enormous grant (€17 million) has been awarded for the restoration of 12 different sites of the monastery. I have visions of a 'Lost Gardens of Heligan' type restoration, including salt works and beekeeping sites. Maybe one day I'll have to go back and see.
It's quite comical to think that when John asked if I'd ever go
back, I said 'Yes, but in the winter'!
I'll
be forever thankful to John Spooner. No other person could have, would have joined me.
"...
the main thing was to do anything I could to help Els reach her
goal..." - John Spooner
Thank
you John, you did!
Salvatore |
Solovki Islands is a fantastic place. You can't leave it but carrying a heavy load of various sensations - historical, ecological, artistic, esoteric, etc. This site is ever generating miracles. Not the mere monastery, but the nature itself and numerous archaeological monuments. Here the travelers may obtain what they seek for in the rest of the world. (Quote from museum.ru/solovki)
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The rest of my photos are here: 'Solo'
John's photos: 'Beeline to Russia'
John's write up of 'his version': Part 4 (Solovki) (Parts 1-4 and 5 in same thread)
Other thoughts in random order:
John's photos: 'Beeline to Russia'
John's write up of 'his version': Part 4 (Solovki) (Parts 1-4 and 5 in same thread)
Other thoughts in random order:
- Hearing a cuckoo pretty much every day.
- Other eye-catching wildlife: cranes, sea eagles, ibis, moose (just one crossing the road), migrating birds.
- Meeting Gus from YACF, in Copenhagen.
- Meeting John's friend Simon and family in Neumunster.
- Lovely swim in a lake between Nyköpping and Stockholm.
- Both John and I had one spoke breaking.
- Both times we found a bike shop the next day. Lucky to find the mechanic at 'home':
- Meeting Eric who was cycling to Spain. Really?
- You see bizarre things like a guy walking backwards, Stockholm, 5AM.
- My face turning into a puffball. Was like this every day till Finland.
- Train ticket to Кемь, gateway to Solovetsky Islands
Train ticket to Кемь |
- Solovetsky has been a UNESCO World Heritage site since 1992.
- Prince Charles visited in 2003.
- Can bees live on 4 months in a year? A former national bee inspector shared with me his thoughts: "Because of the long days, 4 months will translate into 8 months, equivalent of what they get here".
- John and I being interviewed for Russian TV.
- Solovetsky and the history of Solovetsky is so beautifully encapsulated in these two references that there was no need for me to reproduce it:
- Stephen Forster's article: 'The Gulag's Archipelago'
- Denis Loctier's video Russia's Solovki reclaim their sacred past (only 457 views, incredible!). Includes interview with Dr Alexander Martynov.
- Pentti Sammallahti's best shot: The Guardian, My Best Shot.
- Discovering Valaam monastic music, including Solovki Chants.
- Whilst I flew back from St Petersburg, John cycled back to the UK from Sortavala!
- The icon print I bought was similar if not the same to this one:
- Image of icon print (St Zozimus on the left)
- On my return, Sarah gave me a Tintin mug: 'I'm looking for answers'.